Happy?

I went to the beach with three friends today. The near-sunset-time scenery of the beach was stunning. We made pictures and the motor-bike riding to home along the long beach gave us not less stunning view.

 

 

For some period of time after this trip I felt so happy and during the bike-ride I had thought to myself, “This beach can prevent me from missing Amsterdam”. (LOL, but you know what I mean. ;) Amsterdam had filled two years of my life so I’ll remember it for sure.)

Several hours after reaching home, another thought crossed my mind and as a worry was creeping in, the happiness faded away. And when I realized this, I thought, “Dian, you were so happy just a short while ago. What now?”

Happiness is indeed about how you take things that happen to your life. It is about balancing your hope and gratefulness. The happy feeling will come and go. But now when I feel that the happy feeling is going away, I think it won’t be that difficult to make it come back again because I am home. I am home where all people whom I can go and talk to are all around. Blah, I am being sentimental and pretending to be wiser. :D

Anyway, yeah, I am happy, that I am home. (Grin)